Poetry: Old Delusions Long Forgotten

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Eighty years old
She lives in the past
She thinks they all
have eyes on her
judge her by 
her past sins.
All of her secrets
are known by now
Those are the details
circulated decades ago
and scandals dead 
and buried and
forgotten.
In her mind
they are like
albatrosses
that weigh her down
A scarlet letter
that all see and remember
though it is old
and withered and
tattered.
The problem with 
clinging to the lies 
when everyone 
long knows the truth 
it makes you look 
like a deluded
fool.

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