Poem: What Really Matters to Me Today

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Mom called and asked again
if I went to church today

I told her I'm spending time
with the kids
and yet again
I told her that they would not
sit still for Mass
because of their issues.

Selective hearing
all she heard was "No."
and demanded to know why
and she said not all churches
treat my kids like outcasts.

I should know that.
I should know better.

I didn't tell her
that if she was worried
about my immortal soul
and going to heaven
she should take care of her own.

Instead I wished her a Happy Easter
smiling through my tears
and just returned to what really matters
my family and making my kids happy
no matter what others say.

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